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Sep 10, 2009 8:50 AM
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I'm glad your scars have faded. :]
Mine wont ever completley go away. Most of them are a year old and have faded to a white milky look, but in the cold, they return to their purple state. I still have people notice the old scars though, in fact, someone pointed them out to me like 2 days ago in my drama class. haha.
Typically any newer scars are on my wrist, and those actually fade quicker since most of the time, cuts don't go as deep on people's wrists...or at least they don't appear to. (you have a lot of tendons and muscle there, where as lower on your arms, there is more fat which scars easier)
Anyways, how is everyone else doing this morning. I'm typing this all fast because its 6:50 am and I'm supposed to be getting ready for school. haha.
Have a good day loves! <3 =] (me=a dork)
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*dark&distinct*
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Sep 10, 2009 8:31 AM
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My scars have vanished competely.
4 months already.
But some times when I look at my arm, I still see them as if I made them yesterday. And once I bilnk, they're gone.
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want my life's story? Sorry but the author I hired to write it, ran away screaming when I told her about myself. XD
"ignorance is your new best friend"
<3
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Sep 10, 2009 12:42 AM
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I know how you feel. My sorta boyfriend (not offical yet) likes to take a sharpie and draw on my arms, haha. He already knows about m self-harm and is supportive about it.
But the other day in drama class he turned my arm around to draw at it and like 3 of our friends next to us saw and one was like "um, are those what I think they are? Did you use to...?" haha
I was like....."UHHHHH, yeah. haha"
Not a big deal, happens to me a lot. x]
Still akward though.
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Sep 10, 2009 12:15 AM
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im not super great...one of my freinds found my scars and confronted me, and earlier that day i was trying to cut (and im REALLY upset that i was gonna let myself) in the bathroom at school and she saw (luckily it distracted me enough so i didnt cut) so then she saw some of my scars and put 2 and 2 together...
im REALLY freaking out though cause she was kindof saying that she was gonna tell someone and i begged her not to and so she said she wouldnt, but im not sure. and so im really nervouse about that and now just to make things worse i have a HUGE (like one of the worst ever for me) urge to cut...and i really have no clue why except that the issue with my freind is stressing me a ton...
how is everyone else?
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my scars remind me of why im still here. my cuts remind me why i dont want to be, and my friends remind me why i have to be
suicide is never the answer, put this in your sig if you or someone you know has attempted it
RIP Emma. you will always be my best and oldest friend, even in death. i vow that you will be the last friend i ever loose to their own hand.
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Sep 10, 2009 12:05 AM
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Why hello everyyyyyone. How have we all been.
Sorry I haven' been on in a while, but, been busy. haha.
So tell me how all your lives are going. :] <3
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So In Love With Her
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Sep 9, 2009 8:34 PM
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Idk im happy sometimes.
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A.L.M.S LOVES T.K.M.M.S FOREVER AND ALWAYS!
T.K.M.M.S <---Thats my life, my baby, my wife, my angel, my everything. I LOVE YOU BABY!
H.M.M.S <---Thats our daughter and our Princess. WE LOVE YOU HAYLEIGH!
Suicide doesnt have to be the answer. If you know someone who has committed suicide, or have attempted yourself, put this in your signature.
*My scars remind me that the past is real.* (Seriously)
-Manda Lynn (Banana)
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*dark&distinct*
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Sep 9, 2009 8:33 PM
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What makes you think you're not?
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want my life's story? Sorry but the author I hired to write it, ran away screaming when I told her about myself. XD
"ignorance is your new best friend"
<3
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So In Love With Her
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Sep 9, 2009 7:51 PM
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.....I think im depressed.
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A.L.M.S LOVES T.K.M.M.S FOREVER AND ALWAYS!
T.K.M.M.S <---Thats my life, my baby, my wife, my angel, my everything. I LOVE YOU BABY!
H.M.M.S <---Thats our daughter and our Princess. WE LOVE YOU HAYLEIGH!
Suicide doesnt have to be the answer. If you know someone who has committed suicide, or have attempted yourself, put this in your signature.
*My scars remind me that the past is real.* (Seriously)
-Manda Lynn (Banana)
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*dark&distinct*
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Sep 9, 2009 7:40 PM
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Soccerstarr,
if she was my friend, I would give her a hug. =]
so in love with her,
ur still wanted here, we never said that we didn't want you here.
Youre still welcome to come and talk here
=D
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want my life's story? Sorry but the author I hired to write it, ran away screaming when I told her about myself. XD
"ignorance is your new best friend"
<3
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Sep 9, 2009 6:54 PM
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TRIGGER WARNING
Girls, please dont preach to me how cutting is bad, cause i know, its (censor) up. I started cutting about a month ago. but i didnt tell anyone on here cause i didnt want ANY one to know. not even stranbgers who i will never meet. i wasnt ready. I have been wearing long sleeved shirtws to hide it. im not the girl whp cuts for attention, believe me, thats the last thing i want right now. i did it cause i was sad because there has been too deaths in my family and i have been feeling very sad lately. And without cutting i am afraidn ill start having panic attacs. see, i have extreme anxiety probelems, i take meds. Whenever i felt like crying, i would let it out, but that would lead to panic attacs. Cutting stops that from happening, but afterwards i feel very sick and demented, i guess. Just yesterday my cuts looked alto better so i decided to wear a tee cause it was hot, i covered em with makeup, it looked fine. But my best friend questiond me. i said, " shut up, you wouldnt understand"
Then she wrtoe mne a not and gave it to me after class, this is exaclty what i says ,
" Listen, we all do things that others dont understand. I have tried to kill myslef, that is why i am not judging you about your cutting yourself. You have your reasonsand i am sorry if your sad. You know i love you dealry & and if you need to talk, im here sweetheart. i wont tell a soul, and i wont bring it up again, unless you wanna talk."
I dont knwo how you'll respond to this, or even if you will , but i just had to post.
[Edited by: Moderator2]
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So In Love With Her
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Sep 9, 2009 6:19 PM
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I know im not really wanted here anymore but I really need some help. I cant get the thought of cutting off my head. I made a huge mistake and I really want to fix it but I cant. I keep crying and all I want to do is cut. My life keeps getting worse.
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A.L.M.S LOVES T.K.M.M.S FOREVER AND ALWAYS!
T.K.M.M.S <---Thats my life, my baby, my wife, my angel, my everything. I LOVE YOU BABY!
H.M.M.S <---Thats our daughter and our Princess. WE LOVE YOU HAYLEIGH!
Suicide doesnt have to be the answer. If you know someone who has committed suicide, or have attempted yourself, put this in your signature.
*My scars remind me that the past is real.* (Seriously)
-Manda Lynn (Banana)
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4 dasovic
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Sep 9, 2009 5:06 PM
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thanks
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bmx got banned
dyslexic
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its not my fault am scottish
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*dark&distinct*
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Sep 9, 2009 5:04 PM
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have a good night
<3
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want my life's story? Sorry but the author I hired to write it, ran away screaming when I told her about myself. XD
"ignorance is your new best friend"
<3
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4 dasovic
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Sep 9, 2009 5:04 PM
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yep but better go to bed soon
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i miss scotland
bmx got banned
dyslexic
giggs
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its not my fault am scottish
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*dark&distinct*
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Sep 9, 2009 5:02 PM
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thats good to hear =D
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want my life's story? Sorry but the author I hired to write it, ran away screaming when I told her about myself. XD
"ignorance is your new best friend"
<3
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