*dark&distinct*
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Sep 15, 2009 6:36 PM
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and i rather be numb
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want my life's story? Sorry but the author I hired to write it, ran away screaming when I told her about myself. XD
"ignorance is your new best friend"
<3
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Sep 15, 2009 6:29 PM
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no trust me...I'd rather that than this.
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*dark&distinct*
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Sep 15, 2009 6:19 PM
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not if what you're feeling is too mixed and blended
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want my life's story? Sorry but the author I hired to write it, ran away screaming when I told her about myself. XD
"ignorance is your new best friend"
<3
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Sep 15, 2009 6:00 PM
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Feeling something is better than being past the point of pain and feel nothing at all.
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*dark&distinct*
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Sep 15, 2009 1:43 PM
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I think I get u.
Only you know what's best for you.
I hate to say this but I kinda wish I was numb right now.
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want my life's story? Sorry but the author I hired to write it, ran away screaming when I told her about myself. XD
"ignorance is your new best friend"
<3
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Sep 14, 2009 11:57 PM
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Thats the thing,... its no one certain incident or anything.
I'm sad, yes, that I've become so incredibly and undescribably numb over the years...so weakend by this all that I dont seem to much care anymore.
I'm almost content with it. ya know?
Like I don't wanna actually have to (of course I wanna be told more than 'people love you' 'you don't have to', etc)...but...idk. Hard to explain.
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*dark&distinct*
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Sep 14, 2009 9:38 PM
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Want to talk about the "everything"?
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want my life's story? Sorry but the author I hired to write it, ran away screaming when I told her about myself. XD
"ignorance is your new best friend"
<3
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Sep 14, 2009 9:36 PM
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Well...everything really I guess.
People who've been REALLY suicidial like me (like more than just thinking about it a few times) have a tendency to feel that way again. haha
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*dark&distinct*
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Sep 14, 2009 9:23 PM
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Aww =[
what brought the suicidalness back?
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want my life's story? Sorry but the author I hired to write it, ran away screaming when I told her about myself. XD
"ignorance is your new best friend"
<3
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Sep 14, 2009 6:06 PM
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I don't mean to worry everyone when I say this but....
latley I've been EXTREMLEY suicidal.
I just had to say that.
I just had to get that out.
I didn't wanna keep it a complete secret.
Ya know?
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Mia_Magic
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Sep 14, 2009 2:15 PM
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hi woah i havent been on for ages. this is so amazing and such a great thread. i hope nevs back soon.
ive been doing amazingly well since i started 6th form college. only had about 2 low days in 2 weeks and believe in myself so mcuh more, and all the things which made me depressed, i can deal with so much better. but i still get urges. like right now i feel so fine but i want to SH.
i feel so great but deep down i know its all there and it kills to know that it will never just go.
but i know im strong and i can resist it and i will.
this is such a crazy addiction and so few peeople understand.
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Laugh your Heart out
Dance in The rain
Cherish the Moment
Ignore the Pain
Live Laugh Love
Life is Too short
To be Living with Regrets
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4 dasovic
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Sep 14, 2009 11:01 AM
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nev hope your ok
hope your back here soon
all thinking of you
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i miss scotland
bmx got banned
dyslexic
giggs
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its not my fault am scottish
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*dark&distinct*
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Sep 13, 2009 9:38 PM
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I might go to paramores concert next month. =]
how is everyone else?
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want my life's story? Sorry but the author I hired to write it, ran away screaming when I told her about myself. XD
"ignorance is your new best friend"
<3
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Sep 13, 2009 8:05 PM
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Missed you Nev!
Cheer up Nevvy!
You got a ticket to Paramore!
We miss you here!
We're all thinking/praying for you!
Giving you lots of hugs!!!!
-Katie
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Sep 13, 2009 4:20 PM
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hey guys how are we?
sorry havent been on in a while, things arent going here well here, we're on the verge of losing another person in this 'family' which is tearing me to pieces, i got home today for the first time in 2 and a half weeks and my friends surprised me with a paramore ticket to cheer me up but really i couldn't give a damn about hayley williams right now. im not quite sure why im typing this, im sposed to be sleeping but its not happening so i guess im just killing time til my train back but yeah thats whats been going on with my piece of crap suckish life =/
congrats on the bf katie, hope you guys are ok, might not be back on for a while so il talk to yas when i talk to yas, slan go foill dudes.
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Suicide doesnt have to be the answer. if you know someone who has committed suicide, or have attempted yourself, put this in your signature.
My Arms Tell A Story I Cant Say In Words..
Livings Overrated
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