a really big vent. prolly not worth reading

okay sooo ya,
i am sooo angry right now because my mom is going through a hard time at work because her boss is an idiot and she is talking about quiting and once my dad finds out he will FLIP on us!!!
i am also really upset because....
well this is a long story.
okay soo 2 days before new years my dad went into the hospital because he had gotten a kidney biopsy a week or so before and he was having complications because of his diabetes. sooo my mom was like thats it... u r taking care of yourself once and for all
because he refuses to and sooo he did, for about a week and now he is throwing his life down the tubes again.
he has kidney dissease now because he wont take care of himself and he knows he is gonna end up leaving me and my sisters without a dad and my mom without a husband sooner than planned if he doesnt shape it up but thats not enough for him.
i am sooooooo sick of not being enough for people.
people are full of crap when they say i love you and turn around and are slowly killing themselves AND THEY CAN STOP IT!!!!!!!! the choice is up to him all the time. he can take care of himself or not.
AND HIS WHOLE FLIPPIN TIME WITH DIABETES HE CHOSE NOT!!!!
OF COURSE.
because once again.
i am not enough.

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never thought that it was possible to be so wrong in life. untill i found the person that was so right <3

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i thought i knew what love was untill God opened my eyes, when i finally gave up looking, love found me.