I’m jealous and ranting and poking my nose into other people’s lives.

Scenario: Very good friend of mine. Practically a brother. Older girl who likes him. Obsessed, really.

He was flirting back with her and everything so his friends were all silly males and were all, “DO IT DO IT ASK HER OUT DO IT” and so he asked her to the semi formal.

I was kind of weirded out by it but, yanno, if he’s happy then awesome, good for him.

But I asked him about it, kind of in just a silly “Ooooh, Wessy’s got a giiirlfriend” and he completely denied even liking her and that he wasn’t her boyfriend and they were just friends.

But he’s still all over her and they would be pretty adorable if he doesn’t swear up and down that he has no feelings for her.

And it’s like his personality has changed over the course of a week. He’s insolent and jerkish and I’ve never heard a word worse than “darn” from him until yesterday and now they’re spewing out of his mouth like swear vomit.

I just hate the fact that he doesn’t seem happy and he’s lying to either me or her, and he’s the subject of all gossip and he’s just going to hurt her, and it’s not fair to either of them.

I no, I shouldn’t get involved.

I’m just angry and heck, I’ll admit I’m a tad jealous for reasons I can’t even explain since I don’t even like him and I KNOW it’s none of my business, but I need to talk to him but I just… I don’t want him to hate me or think I crossed the line.


SO: TOO LONG, DIDN’T READ: Tell him how I feel versus shut up about it and down in my uneasiness.

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It’s a big, bright, beautiful world, with happiness all around. It’s peaches and cream and every dream comes true.
It’s a big, bright, beautiful world, with possibilities everywhere. And just around the bend there’s a friend or two.

But not for you.

People hate the things they cannot understand.

(11/22/08. For now, for always, forever.)