♥Dear Ella, ((Warning: Vent:)) in My Life Is Average. :] ♥

Dear baby Ella, You will never be forgotten. On that tragic day 5 years ago, all our family's lives changed forever. I held your fragile body in my arms, told you I loved you, then the nurse took you. Took you right out of my 8 year old, confused arms. I didn't know what was going on. I thought I had hurt you. No, turns out it was a brain bleed. Everyone gave me excuses as to why I couldn't hold you. "You'll see her everyday," they would say, a part of me doubting them. When it was my turn to hold you, I looked down and saw your little angel face looking up at me. A tad bit purple around the edges, your face was dry. I was worried. I didn't know what a newborn baby was... more >