Well it almost 3:00 am and I cant sleep So i am going to write the reson i cant sleep is thing guy so i am going to talk about my old and new crush My first crush him name was justin and I think i was in like 3 grade and I liked him then i moved schools and thats all i can rember my nexted crush him name was niko and I just got over him I liked him for 2 years and he was great he was nice to me and i had feeling for him the 1 year i liked him we talked everyday I had all my class with him then the 2 year I have no classes with him and we still talked and said hi in the hall but like 4 weeks ago I look at him and I saw nothing and I just saw him as a friend I really liked him but I am very happy that i got over him 2 years of liking him and I knew that he would never like me and all the tear that he made fall I truly happy that I got over when I told my friend how I felt she said she was very happy for me It took alot to get over him and know that i think about it he was a big jerk and that its better if he is not in my life SO maybe a week after I went to the mall with my friend and my friend said look there is cody and we chased him thought half of the wall and when we were chasing after him I got big butterflys in my tummy and I when we finlly found him I relize when i saw his face that I liked him but he was with these pretty girls and I got so mad but then they left and he hung out with us and the whole time I was with him I coundnt stop thinking about him the way he walked the way he talked it was just so great even though I have has crushes before this one is diffrent I really have storng feeling for him and when I am with him I feel like nothing mattters and that Nothing can hurt me I like him for a few week I have stornger feeling for him then niko my pasted crush and i really think if that he gave me chance that we could have something great I can talk about you for hours and when I have a new text I get butterflys because there is a chace that it could be you text me I rember how i got him number me and my friend where driving back from a basketball game (he is a basketball player me and my friend are cheerleaders) and You txted my friend saying hey whats up and I said to her why dont we prank text him so I said Whats up sweet checksss and he said who is this and I said your gf and he said named then my friend had to leave and i said nvm it just liz and krissa but krissa had to leave and he said lol haha whats up I said nm just going home and we talked for alittle the I thought to myself that I thought that was the last time he was going to text me because I tought that he was never going to text me by himself i was wrong the next day he texted me saying he whats up i waslike omg he texted me monday and oover the weekend this kid that liked me weel i didnt reple to his email and he said liz you dont know how bad i want to hurt you i freaked and monday i told him about it after school and we were just about to go to a an away basketball game he went up to thekid and told him off he told him to stay away from me and never email me again well the guy did email me again he told him that if he ever email me again he will get his butt kicked and the kid lesten and never messed with me again evern thought i just started to like him I think I am in love with him I really think he could be the one for me and it might sound crazy but I really care about him ever time i see him I get butterflys He is jsut great the reson but last night I texted him and he said he liked this other girl soon as I saw it My world fell to pieces i didtn sleep I cryed it was hard to get thought the night so thats the main reson I am telling you guys this but I am not going to give up I really like him and I might have a chance with him and the other resone i am writing this it becuse he is 3 states away from me for a week and I dont know how I am going to get thought this week and I hope he texted me soon
ps its late there is alot of mistakes in this I will try to fix them I will write more later but i think I am going to beddd

3;34 am