okay so i was gone for 3 days without talking to my boyfriend, (wanted to spend some time with friends) and not ONCE did he call me, or come to my house. I usually have to do it and he doesn't. I don't know, I'm just all fdhgjhfdhghfdshfgdhgldjsfjsdfjdkfjkdjfkdjgfkldgjfdghfdhgklgjdskjfdsklfgjqwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnwertyuiodfghjkdcvbncvbnfgbnmfghkhfkjasdhhngdsfhg498t4893579823758934756897532758734675y6euifhyfh12345uggkhg1234567890qwertyuioasdfghjklzxcvbnmUGH

So you heard my boyfriend was in the hospital with a broken leg, arm and cracked skull. Well, one of his exes told me to type in "Toasty Kyon" into google to see his Gaia profile.. I saw it. He was flirting with another girl and telling him that he loved her.. Then I called him and said "Do you have a Gaia account?" and he said "I gave it to my friend." ... but then I went onto his photobucket account and there was 3 NEW pictures of Gaia. Wtf? Does someone have his photobucket thing, too? I don't know what's going on.. should I trust him?

My school is adopting Informal Learning. It's basically where you're FREE.You get to cuss, bring cell phones to school & text on them in class, bring laptops, call the teachers by their first names, and it's up to YOU to pay attention to pass the class. What do you think?

I think it's a great way to be responsible, because it teaches us more like, about the real world out there.

He woke up! I'm soooo freaking relieved and happy right now! I'm about to cry. I miss his voice and I miss touching him. I miss everything about him. I wrote alot in my diary about him and I'm going to let him read it, so he knows that people prayed and that I care that much for him. I love him. He's calling me at 1, I think AM.

I love my life!

<3;;tayleekinz.

I'm not the type of person to be like, "Oh my god! I lost my baby!" But.. I did lose my baby. It was due to falling down the stairs and landing on my stomach hard, with someone on top of me. Right after that I started having stomach cramping so my friend Brandy (she's pregnant, too. four months along) drove me to the hospital and I went labor immediately. I delievered at about 6:32 am this morning. I was five months pregnant, 23 weeks, and it was a baby girl. Her name was Claire Abella Rigonan. And she was 11.2 inches long, 1.10 pounds. She was stillborn. I got to hold her for about five minutes until they took her. I'm still in the hospital on a laptop, but I'm extremely tired and sore, so I'm going to sleep..

♥;; taylee, rest in peace Claire Abella.