well nice to see my other blog was deleted or something T_T the censorship on here is frustrating and unfair. pfft oh well. while other people use their blogs to write deep tales, i continue to use mine as a way of ranting into cyberspace. since no one in real life will listen, the internet will have to do. it's of course the usual superficial issues that bother me. not schoolwork, not worldly issues. my peers. as usual. so i've ranted multiple times about the person who's constantly and blatantly hitting on the guy my best friend and i like. well a couple of days ago she went on a band trip and spent the twenty minute ride there making out with some guy. and now they consider themselves bf/gf. i kinda feel bad for him lol. cause he's this nice junior who finally has his first girlfriend and his first kiss and whatnot and he's sharing it with someone who's made out with 19 year olds she met on vacation. the firsts are things you can't change or erase and are remembered forever and this guy is experiencing it with someone who will, without a doubt, find a way to cheat on him. she's the kind of person who will hit on anything with a pulse, including our teachers. and of course she continues to hit on the guy i like, regardless of her new taken status. "if i held your hand, what would you say? one day you'll love me. you'll see." it's painful to watch. and whats more painful is the fact that he's reciprocating. he's completely oblivious to the fact that she couldn't be faithful if her life depended on it. and i feel almost offended considering out of the 10,000 or so teens in our area, i was the only person on fb who bothered to drop a little happy birthday for him. but whatever, i guess that doesn't count for anything in the world anymore. the little things dont make a difference, do they? whatever.
