Little cottage, quiet and humble.
In the middle
Of a forest.
Mossy roof and green surrounding.
Buzzing bees come stopping,
Birds tweeting and hopping,
Butterflies that flutter about.
Warm and breezey,
Calm and Easy.
Quiet, little cottage.

A poem for you

I tried to write a poem for you
I guess that’s what I did.
No matter how hard I try
I just can’t get you out of my head.

I tried to write a poem for you
To tell you how I feel.
Maybe I’m the crazy one
Or maybe this is real.

I tried to write a poem for you
To say what’s on my mind.
To see you look at me and smile,
It gets me every time.

I tried to write a poem for you
But couldn’t find the words to say.
The more I think about your face,
The more it takes my breath away.

I tried to write a poem for you
And only got so far
Before I thought too much about you
And couldn’t take it anymore.

I tried to write a poem for you
I know it’s all in my head.
But you’re the one I think about
When I lie down in my bead.

I tried to write a poem for you
Because you mean that much.
I wish I had the courage to say
How much I want your touch.

I tried to write a poem for you
I want more then “just friends”.
I wish that you could be there
With me until time ends.

So I finally muster up
the courage
to tell you how I feel.
That I like you
I love you
I need you.
I breathe in, and hold my breath
because it's all I can do to keep from
screaming
because I am so happy.
and these
emotions
are unreal.
I'm happy, sad, excited, scared, confused.
I sit,
and cry.
because this moment, these minutes,
are all so
beautiful.
So beautiful that it hurts, like you.
I'm still holding my breathe.
My heart is leaping out of my throat
along with words that can not and will not be taken back.
And it's all there.
In front of me.
and I'm scared.
But I go on anyway, and I wait.
and wait.
And then you speak.
You tell me, in a friendly tone
"I like you (I don't feel the same)
as a friend (I don't love you)
let's wait (It's not going to happen)
and see what happens (because nothing will)
but for now (and ever)
let's just be friends (nothing else)
OK?
I breathe out.
my head hurts
my stomach hurts
my heart hurts
my heart is broken.
and my moments of happiness
are all gone.
faded like the smile on my lips that was,
before.
I only feel pain.
hurt
desperation.
but then....
you look my way, and smile.
And I see that lovely sparkle
in your eyes
and you play, you fool, you tease, you flirt,
and I wonder.
Was I right?
were those emotions
real?
So I continue life,
with a smile on my face
and a thought in the back of my head....

Just when I think I got it all figured out,
I think I'm finally over you
I look your way, and I see you smiling,
And I don't know what to do.

Your eyes, your smile, your sweet singing lips
How lovely you are to me.
The words that you say, set my heart on fire
I feel like we were meant to be.

There's so much we share, so much in common
Our friends tell me all of the time.
The way we talk, our special freckle.
My God, I wish you were mine!

I love the way you call me weird,
The way you say my name.
Sometimes I lay in bed at night
And wonder if you feel the same.

I know this is more then just a little crush
It all feels so different now.
Just walking in the room, and seeing your face
Makes me want to shout "Wow!"

So maybe I was right the first time I thought
That we could ever be one.
My brain says no, it will never work,
but my heart says it's just begun!

good things that happened today:
bought a new bra at urban planet, finaly one that fits properly! looks very sexy two!
got my sisters bday present! so happy, she will be five!
bought some new earings, they are hawt!
got my avon stuff last night!!!!!!!! nail stuff, eyebrow liner, nail buffer kit, shower gel (smells delicious), cherry chapstick (hahaha katy perry!)
ummm, made sairas bday invitation!

weird things that happened today:
the guy that my mom randomly met in the superstore parking lot monday, saw us again and tried talking to my mom. is he stalking us????
don lost his glasses....
dad thought my eyebrows actualy looked good....

k, got to get off now cuz dad wants to go on.