Well, Im back from my holiday, it was pretty good but there arn't really any stories to tell. so I'm just sending this blog out there to tell every one
im back.
-thats all for now

Dear world....

IM GOING ON A HOLIDAY... not to brag or anything but yea we are going to Darwin where we go fishing and hang out on our island.

Im devastated that i have to leave my blog for a couple of weeks.
Im sure you guys wont mind cos no one ever misses me
so why would u guys?

im leaving tomorrow night (wednesday night) and am spending 20 days there!!!

well update about that boy... he kissed me at school and i got confused.
then we hung out after school and we got a bit carried away and started making out... and i know that weird but its also kinda fun...

anyways im tired and should go to be ...

Good night bloggers!!!

So well im sitting here listening to taylor swifts music... perfect love songs for breaking up with your boyfriend... And well im crying and I cant stop! my mascara is down to my KNEES!!

I feel like dieing!

I know this is so stupid typical teen age girl.
I had a perfect boyfriend for 10 months then he was always hanging around and then i got sick of him then we would fight and get back together. we always fight over nothing he just makes me feel angry
but now we werent fighting and ... he said
"I can see how im affecting you so i think we should break up"
I was laying on the floor hiding from him.
and i turned over and gave him a blank stare... and he left to catch the bus
i wasnt sure what this ment I was hoping he missed the bus and would come back.. but

as im most casses of horrable love storys

he didnt come back :'(

so i braved school by my self walking in by my self people looking.. I had tears in my eyes I wasnt sure if he ment it or if he had just said it like the so many times i have tretned to break up with him. So i didnt tell any one during english my friend saw the tears in my eyes and asked me wat was rong I didnt tell her and at reccess another friend said that she had been told that me and my bf had broken up i didnt say anything. and I went to find him to talk about it... as i walked along people were calling my name trying to get my attention and asking me if we had broken up I could reply. and I couldnt find him I was horrably sad. and on the way home he was there we walked together home along with his best friend... my boyfriend was complaning about a saw finger he thinks he broke it. I told him to pull his pants up and when i didnt have attention I felt invisable. we both took our hands out of our pockets and linked pinky fingers im not sure if his friend noticed and then when I left them he gavee me a hug and said I can still give you hugs.. I didnt want to let go and then he said something about his finger again so i kissed it better and he commented on the fact that it felt better allready I replyed by saying im magic and walking away... :'( god dam boys are confusing... so i guess its offical we have broken up after very nearly a year of dating


btw sorry about spelling but im not in the mood to check it

Goodbye- to all those girls out there who have experianced their first love and devoted a lot of time to it and then have it riped in half and thrown away.... (evan though it was a lot of my falut for picking fights)

So yesterday.. was sunday...
and an ant bit my eye...

are you a little confused about how it happened?
yea me too , i will try to explain.

I was climbing a tree with my boyfriend and well
next thing my eye was stinging and my eyes were watering
and my eye was all bloodshot and red
then I was rubbing my eye as a natural reflect
that us humans have and an ant fell out of it!
I have a feeling as well that the ant actually went
inside my eye socket. I know this sounds stupid
things like this happen to me a lot.

So now my eye still hurts and its giving me head aches
sure I can see but every one who sees m eye notices that its red in the corner.

Doesn't help that I was crying before I fell asleep and so that made
my eye close over with sleep and it hurt to open it... What a great day!

But on the good side every one said I looked good. my make up was great and my hair was perfectly straight too :D was fun

But we started a new semester. GAY! we have dumb (censor) for teachers now/

I am so serious I could teach better then them ... well I guess im only 14 though.

I must go do some homework now.

Goodbye to the people who are on the internet instead of doing their homework I love you all.

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Hey bloggers.

Im sitting on my bed its the 17th of June and it is currently 6.05 pm In my part of Australia.

As I sit on my bed my dog has just come into my room and found one of my elephant teddies and is pulling it around dragging it all over my room.
Don't worry guys now my dog is on top of the small teddy( my dog is only little)
and has began to hump it. Oh wait no she is bored of that now and has left my room to seek food.

anyways after talking about my dog I promised to talk about stereotypes.

Stereotypes-
1. they annoy me
2. you can try hard but you will always be in one
3. and if your not then that is also a stereotype
4.people pay you out for being "emo" "goth" (censor)""Smart"

Me: I don't understand why people don't like smart people. are you jelouse of them because they smart?

Person: No

Me: Then why do you pay them out?

Person: I dunno cos its fuuny

Me: Are you seriouse? You find hurting some ones feelings fun?!
Do you not have something better to do like study?

Person: As if you would waste your time reading and learning!

Me: Because then you get smarter. do better at school. get a better job.
Oh wait I get it you don't like the smart people becasue they do better then you and of course no one can do better then you. You have to be the best. Or is it because they are differant and no one in you world should be differant

People: I dont think Im the best. they are just so annoying.

Me: They are "gay" because they are smart? Or are they annoying becasue they are differant? So when you say you want to be differant and are sick of every body copying "your style" you mean you just still wanna be like evry one eles and just needed something to say.

People: errr I guess?

Me: These "nerds" "geeks" whatever like what they are doing they like to push them selves to learn new things. They like to do good and win awards for being smart and you are paying them out about doing well. I think you will find that most "nerds" "geeks" whatever are quiet happy with them selves and they have learned to accept them selves how they are.

People: Im happy with my slef too

Me: well now you got me lost?! If your happy with your self why are you on a diet?

-end-

I dont get it. why are people so rude? why does no one respect any one. especially teachers. have you ever noticed the reason the teacher is shouting at you is because you are shouting at them and having a go at them when they have done nothing but tried to help you learn. Im a nerd. i guess. I do know that I love to lean new things. Im a straight A student and I love it. I do think Im fat but that is my own desion and im happy with it and im doing something about it rather sitting there making every one eles feel bad about themselves to make myself feel better.

Okay so I may have gone off track of sterotypes but that was something I wanted to ramble on about.

If you want respect from someone you have to respect them.
Its common sense any one could work that out.


-until my next ramblings-
-goodbye

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To all of my loyal fans out there in the wide wide world of cyberspace I bring you my love.

.... Well actually I don't think any body reads my blogs on a regular basis, If you shout out and I will love you for eternity.
Well at least until I completely forget about girlspace.

Im currently blogging about ..... dah dah dah dahhhhhh....

... mmm ... no idea.

Wait! IDEA!

today my boyfriend nearly got bashed by someone who every body hates and his friends who aren't really his friends.
but luckily my little smart think escaped the day
10 minuets earlier
before he found out they wanted to bash hit
by feeling sick and going home.
to this minuet my boyfriend still has no idea that they
came up to me in there stupid "gang" and asked me
were he was. stopped in my tracks i said he went home minded my own business and continued along my merry way.

So right now Im listening to Miley Cyrus.
No Idea why! but its catchy. Taylor Swift is my favorite artiest though I get my inspiration from her.
I know that's lame and every one says that but I'm serious
I listened to her songs when I was off killing a character in my
story and I cryed! :'(

So any ways I better go before this blog gets to long!
OMG! idea for next blog... Stereotypes.
want my opinion on them tune in next time for the latest installment of MY BLOG ! lol

Goodbye people who spend their time on a
weird little site that is based on the brand of tampons and pads. ( that includes me! :D )

I'm so confused.
My boyfriend and I have been dating for nearly a year now.
We fight a lot but thats just what we do.
But now this new guy came to our school a couple of months ago.
When we first meet he said over IM that he had a crush on me.
He soon got a girl friend.
Don't know if he still likes me or not I assume not because he has a girlfriend still.
We were just talking on IM again and I was like so hows ur gf and he is like dunno I ran outta credit and I was like what a pitty no more sexting with her lol and he was like I could sext with some one eles and Im like who? and he is like you lol and then we stopped for a minuet and started again and I was like omg desperate housewives is on tonight and he was like woo thats great (not) and I was like if we were dating i would totally make u watch desperate housewives and he was if we were dating Id watch it to make you happy and I smiled and was like do you say stuff like that to ur GF and he was like she doesn't ask for much.

He made me smile. He made me feel special. I was flirting with him.
He was flirting back. We both have BF/GF we don't talk at school only on IM. I feel horrible. What about my boyfriend. I'm not going to tell him but I feel bad. I don't flirt with my boyfriend any more we are just so comfortable with each other we are like best friends so there is no point to flirt. But when somebody else who isn't my boyfriend flirts with me I always flirt back and I love it. is that normal? should i break up with my boyfriend?

So at school today we did a science experiment were we turned a cardboard box into a "House" and out insulation in one side and not the other to see if insulation really works. pretty stupid cos if it didn't work why would people put it in their houses.

And in japanese I made a orange paper crane.

then when I was walking home with jake he picked me a lilly and i put it a vase at home.

Then we hung out for a bit had a fight got over it and then he had to leave

once he had left i continued writing my story for english which is due tomorrow. and I finished it I is supposed to be a short story and mine is 30 pages long and other kids had problems writing 4 pages.

then I had my piano lesson

I think I want a hair cut any suggestions?

tonight my dinner is.... Vegetables whilst every one else has pasta and meet because I asked for lots of vegetables and dad cooked em for me

now i wait for my mum to get home because I miss her and she has to edit my story :D

-edit- I just found out my vegetables taste so good cos dad put sugar and white wine in them... the bastard lol.

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Edited by pancakes at Jun 11, 2009 7:14 PM CST

hey,

so thought you guys deserved to know a bit more about me and my life.

Im 14.
I die my hair way to much , i don't know my natural color
I wear make up
and im about 150cm tall (around)
I had scoliosis and had an operation to fix it I now have a pole attached to my spine. This also left me with depression because of the medication I had to take.
I like to travel a lot an escape this boring town.
I fix peoples problems.
I like to sew and was thinking about designing the dresses and doing a photo shoot for my book.
I love the Angus, thongs and the perfect snogging series of books.
I straighten my hair or leave it curly but for school its straight.
Im scared of a lot of things, I live in a house behind a pub on a 2 aches block of land and on the other side is a golf course.
I get scared people watch me through the windows, hide under my bed, hack into my webcame, spiders, snakes, crocodiles .being alone, heights, scenic views ... A LOT ... i still do every thing as long as I don't think about what could happen.
I no that all sounds weird it doesnt affect what I do though.

until I decided to blog about somthing again
goodbye

well I'm silly,
first blog and I didn't evan blog about myself! which is what most people would do. So here area a few interesting things to know about me

- I live in Australia
- I can play the piano
- Im trying to learn guitar (its hard)
- Im in High school
- Im 14
- I love desperate housewives
- I LOVE photography
- I believe I am smart, just extremely gullible
- Im writing a story for English Its ment to be short and mine is up to 18 pages and I haven't finished ( I think I will try publish it)
- I wrote a letter to the queen
- I can build things
- I built and maintain my veggigarden
- I can restore cars
- I wrote to the queen and the lady in waiting replied
- I love to design things
- I have a boyfriend (things are rough)
- I am a christian, I believe in Jesus, he loves me and I love him
- I have a promise ring (not a purity ring, but very similar)
- I live in a house that is over 100 years old
- I love taylor swift I LOST MY CD =(
- I don't drink
- I don't do drugs
- I don't smoke
- I only have my ears priced
- I believe that this is the only life you have so why ruin it whilst your young its will just make the rest of your life harder.
- I like to write lists (can you tell)
- My brothers study computers we have 4 computer, 4 laptops just for casual use. my brothers through LAN parties (were every one gets together and connects their computers together and play games) thus we have 72 keybords ( mother counted ) and a billion other things
- we have a basement and my brothers bedrooms and our storage room is.
- I have a dog
- My turtles ran away
- My femal guiny pigs both had babies
- I like to fish
- My family goes to darwin every year to go fishing. We have an Isaland that we go to which our friend owns and his whole family lives on it (he is aboriginal) and so its really private did you know that the sun goes TIS as it hits the water when its setting but you cant here it just at a normal beach because it has to be very very very quiet to here it like NO NOISE AT ALL!

ITS AMAZING

so thats all i can think of.
btw if you want to see my photograpy check out
www.myspace.com/evangelinemarie
add me

thanks,

Hey Guys.

So this is my first blog I have know idea what to blog about but I would love it if every one checked out this AMAZINGLY TOUCHING poem , its so well done. Its made by UNICEF and its to raise awareness about HIV in underdeveloped countries. Its called THE POEM telling people about how HIV goes from mother to child and so on...
Heres the link I hope you like it too!

http://thegift.unicef.org.uk/

ENJOY! =)
untill next time.