well i started my period yesterday and instead of using a pad i tryed a tampon and omg so much better lol! welps its awesome anyways just had to tell yah! lol

sadly i had to turn down the job because it was to far away frm my house and my car is crappy but at least i kno i can get a job =] lol oh well i'm over it now i can focuse on school! which i need to do! lol well i hope everyone has a good year!!!!!
CaLi!

u guys will never guess! i GOT A JOB! lol i start tomorrow! omg lol i hope i like it and stuff lol =]]] well wish me luck =D !!!!

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okay my ex txt me tellin me don't txt me ever again blah blah i was like um okay i'm confused what did i do? he says nothin i just don't want to txt u or nothin anymore thats not to hard now is it? i was so mad! so we continued to get into it and i through some bad words in.... well heres the thing i hate HIS EX we had huge problems in school well she told me before i started dating him that i had no idea what i was getting into and she was so right. SO MUCH DRAMA. i have nerver met anyone who caused that much drama. and sadly i hope he chokes to death. he such a user he''ll be ur friend until he doesn't need u anymore. then ur nothing to him . i told him not to come back to town. he said ooohh i'm scared. i told him he had no idea how many people hated him here. and called his gf fugly lmao and i got the last word i love getting the last word... sry its so long had to vent ... comments would be great thanx for reading.

wow my summer is already over! i'm gonna be so sad when i have to go back !!! the early days and the homework not to mention the drama which i can guarentee i will have the first day since my sworn enemy will be going to my school lol!!! so i'm gonna lay low do my homework and sleep the rest of my day away until summer time comes back!

so i woke up at 2 today and yesterday i woke up at 5! i kno i tell yah i'm a long sleeper it doesn't mater when i go to bed i have to get 12 hours of sleep or more! lol man my sleeping schedule is so off! and school starts in less than 3 weeks so i'm gonna have to get my stuff together lol =]]]

yah i've written some new stuff lol ones below please comment! lol anyways i'm gonna get off here and take a nap! lol see ya'll later!

nothin to do today kinda boring lol =] the only thing i did was apply for a job. yah i gotta get me one! i want some money =]!! lol

A toxic wieght that holds me down.

The wieght was gone when you left town.

I don't know why but now it's clear.

For you i won't shed another tear.

I'm free from you and all your ways.

And truely don't care if you stay.

So now i'm free no more you.

And i don't care what you do!

man i just got an annonymous call right well i thought maybe i knew um or somethin so i answered it right nd this dude was like is this Cami i said yah he goes i heard you got an STD! i was like oh HECK NAH!!! i hung up on him iduno who it was but that makes me mad dude. i've never even had the S so i can't have the TD lol well i think i might kno who it was but still i was so mad! lol i hate when people screw with me!!!

lol and when i find out who did it they will suffer for making me get up at 8:30 am to fetch lawn chairs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wow i am actuallup earlyish today! lol well i forgotted to tell everyone about what happened yesterday! well i went to sleep at aroun 5 a.m. well i get woken up by my mother who is screaming about LAWN CHAIRS! thia was at 8:30 a.m. i was really tired but she comes in my room and continues to tell me about the lawn chairs. apparently aomeone came up on our porch durin the night and sat our 2 lawn chairs acroos the street pointing towards our house. well she makes me get up and go out there to help her get them! i was so not in the mood to argue so i did. well it was weird because the way they were sat was like someone was watching my house i kno way freaky so now we have loaded my trusty bb gun that looks like a rifle and its sitting by the front door lol! i kno my mother is a weird one. but of course she didn't stop there.she calls my father at work and demands he finds out who did it! because only a few people kno where we live since we moved and none of my friends have the guts to try it. so it was a stupid friend aof my dads! lol =] its still a mystery!

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Edited by *CaLi* at 07/24/2008 8:15 AM PDT

yah today so boring nothin interesting at all! lol the highlight of my day was going to the library and gettin a call frm a guy i haven't tlk to for about a year! no worries hes my dads friend lol but we still hung out he was kool back in the day lol!!!

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Edited by *CaLi* at 07/23/2008 2:58 PM PDT

Dark Shadows

do you kno what hides in the dark corners when you sleep.
maybe things that want to make you weep.
no it is your dreams and fears.
your secrets, your past, your tears.
everything that haunts you everything you wish wasn't true
it all hides in the corners and watches you.
waiting for the perfect moment to pop back in your head.
waiting,watching just to fill you up with dread.
the darkness follows you no matter where you run.
and the only way you escape is with the rising of the sun.


comment please! lol

i wrote this last night randomly lol =]


i'd whipe your tears
and hush your fears
fight your fights
and be there day or night
through think and thin you're my best friend
until the day my life ends


lol i was thinkin bout my bestie lol HEATHER!