i really don't understand what is happening in my friend life. all my frinds are mad at me and think i am mean. they are the ones that are mean1 not me. they only see the things i'm doing wrong and ignore their own! i mean my ex-bff thinks too much of herself. many ppl agree w/ me. she even admitted it herself, but still is doing the dirty job. i was never a person that didn't have a bb. i always had someone by my side cheering me on when i was failing in life. now i have noone and my mind goes blank! why is this happening to me? i am not a bad person. i am very friendly. the people that i was frienly to cheated on me and went to my ex-friendz group. now they are probably gossiping about me on their sleepovers and playing tricks on me! that is not why i'm writing this though! i am writing this to get a new bff! at tough times everyone needs one, right? but i'll be thre all the time! so plz someone open your heart and let me in! i wanna feel like mysef around you and hope you feel the same way! we will share whatever is needed! hope to see someone come by soon! love <3 <3 <3 sleepiehead101!