I think loving you was a mistake. You are so hot and cold and i dnt knw which one to go on. Like i said befoe i go left and you go rigt. Its hard because i dont know whether to let you go or to try and make more of what we have become. I are the aple of my eye and just want you all to myself. Everytime i out on a sad song or a love song i think of you. Its kinda weird cause my feelings are very strong but that kinda fade in and out. I know that if you knew all this it would probably push you away even more. I dnt want to push you away anymore than you have gone. You tell me you dont want my family to think that me and you are going out or that you turned me bi but you didnt and do yu care that much of wha people think of you. Needing you is like needing air or water i half to have it in my life to survive. Maybe one day i can tell you all this in a letter or maybe to your face. I hope you take it well when i do. My love is still running deep for you. Love you peace