Well the joy and happiness has drained away like the sun outside. Happy again no lonley yes. You say you don't like her but then you go and kiss her. Well i will not fight for your attintion or affection, if it is not offered in the deal i dont want you. I think that the text's and the emails were full of lies and my wings are broken yet again from the truth. A war is still being fought between right and wrong and the way i feel about her. My heart stops beating by the thought of you taking my breath away and stopping me in my tracks. Thats the affact you have on me. Some days you make everything dissapear and others you throw it in my face. So why say you care when i can't see it. I blinded by your undescriable beauty and passion. So its a love hate thing for you. i'll guess the next time i see you will be inside my head.