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IM JUST WRITING FOR THE SAKE OF IT.......
I thought i might write down how im feeling about something insread of keeping it bottled up inside so if you dont wanna read thats fine but i gotta write to kepp my sanity. i guess it kinda a poem about someone i know.

When i hear your voice i melt and can't come back to form. You make me so mad when you talk to other people and not me. Why can't you love me as much as i love you. In fact my love fo you runs deep and it won't ever leave. You can hurt me but i keep coming back for more. You say you wanna be with her and but why not me. What does she have that i don't have. Is it the way i look or the color of my skin. I think that me and you could be happy together but i guess you dont think that. When i get mad at you its hard to stay that way because when you call i run to the phone. Why do I love you so (censor) much. It kills me to see you with them other girls cause they dont treat you right. I could though be everything that you want and need. If i know that you thought of me it makes me gleem with joy. I need you. I want you. But i dont think that we will ever be and i have to come to terms with that dont I. Well if i dont stop writing ill go on forever. Dont forget me my love. Peace

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I just spoke to you on the phone and all you do is talk about her. Don't you realize that your killing me slowly. The let down is to much to discribe to anyone on the earth. Knowing that you will always fall to her arms before mine. Well maybe thats a werid way to forget about me laying in her arms wish it was me. But than again all you ever do is talk about her. And as i sit here and listen to the sad song by (k-ci and jojo crazy) i feel everything that they sing in that song and i am alomst to tears knowing that you don't care. Well if i were to die tonight i always remember that time me and you had that crazy weekend and we had such fun and how you told me that you did love me. Your my best friend for ever im you ride or die and you are my homie until then end.

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im posting again writing down how i fell about stuff it just helps me deal.

I saw you today and my mind just fluttered with thoughts of you talking to me and making me love you without you knowing it. I got jelous today when you said her name it makes me cringe and want to jumo off a buliding. I can't take not being with you. But i cant love you either and i dont want to but i do. Its hard for me to see her face on your myspace page cause i know that you talk to her. And when your on the phone with me you texting and thinking of her and not me. What am i suppose to do with myself i fell lost with out you its like you have gone away and i dont think you coming back to me. Maybe one day we can make this work be together and love one another more than friends.
thanks
I really love it!
 
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