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blogging again what a suprise
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blogging again what a suprise
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Well you tell me one thing and then say another whats your deal. Tell me what you want from me. You tell me something privet and then you run and hide cause you scared of what im going to say. I dont get you one day you say you want me and then the next moment you want her. Tell me the truth cause i would give myself to you body and soul but you keep hiding behind your words. Be real and tell me what you wnat me to do for you. I love you and i need you please tell me. I don't wanna play games with you anymore i want to be real.

p.s.
If you guys are wondering why i keep blogging stuff like this is all the stuff i really wanna say to someone i know but i cant. :)
Posted by offline iluvkovu4eva Jul 11, 2008 10:03 PM CDT
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Wow i am back for more writing. Since i dont have my journal thsi is all i got.

Today i learn a secret a deep secret from within. You say that you like me more than you should. But i dont belive you cause all you do is speak her name over and over again. And every time you say her name a little bit more of me disappears to you. Why do you refuse you act on what you feel. I cant open my heart to you cause you will hurt me like you hurt them. Is it worth the risk to damage what i have left. If i could say these things to you what we have now would no longer be. The more i think about you the more angry i become i cant have you and thats all i want. To ashamed maybe i don't know right now. But as i fill my head with your memory i cant wait to see you again even though i cant have you the way i want you. I guess thats the devine plan i hope so. But i can promise i am not ok infact i want to punch a wall cause the thought of you kills me. Cause i know your with one of them and not with me and i cant take it anymore. Oh well i cant change your heart or whats already been done.
by offline iluvkovu4eva Jul 12, 2008 5:00 PM
yea and it kills me cause thats everything i wanna say to this person right now but i honestly cant. In the situation that i am in i really cant go for it like i wish i could. And makes me so sad and angry and disappointed and lonely all at once. My heart is at war right now
by offline iluvkovu4eva Jul 11, 2008 10:45 PM
I know what you mean about wanting to say something to someone but you can't
by offline CauseMTVSaysSo Jul 11, 2008 10:25 PM
 
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