Hey everyone! I’m back! I feel so bad that everyone was wondering where I was. I only got the internet to work once on my phone while I was gone and it only let me send 2 emails and then I didn't have my phone the rest of the time, or else I would have told you I was okay much sooner! I got home last night, and I’ve been really emotionally tired so that’s why I only got on to send a couple of emails. So I was gone for like a month. Wow, it seems like forever to me. Probably because I was the beach for like a week before any of this happened. Basically I was at the beach and a lot of things happened that forced me to go to a rehab type place. Which sucked, but hey, I’m 30 days sober now. I’m not so sure how I feel about it, but it is pretty impressive to me and anyone who knows me. I actually got out last Wednesday, but my dad had a business trip so I had to stay with him because I can’t be home alone. Yeah, it sucks. So I’m finally home, and I’m happy about being back, but it’s kind of just weird since I’ve been gone for so long. It’s like I need to re-adjust because even though I was gone and my life stopped, not everyone else’s did. I don’t know, it’s weird. I feel weird.

So yeah, that’s where I’ve been. I will try to get on later tonight to explain everything more. I would now but I’m really tired and I haven't been sleeping well. And actually it is somewhat traumatic for me to think through everything again. I’m still processing it myself. And I have to go the doctor and my therapist ugh. I'm super excited about that...gr. And then eye doctor because my prescription is old and I can’t see. Then I’m going to take a nap. I want to see my brothers, and they can probably come over, but I don't know. And I really need to see my friends, but I’m not so sure what their situation is and I’m not sure I want to know just yet. I might get upset, and I’m trying to avoid that. So yeah, I’ll most likely be on tonight. Then I can talk to everyone and explain things more. And ha I could almost cry. I’ve missed you guys :]